Sweet Chat day(15/11/2009)

Sunday afternoon,after one night crazy in UCTI Year End Gathering and Maison night (will update soon in my blog), it was a day that i woke up at 3pm and run to Times Square. Suppose to go Times Square for the Anime event but i found out that is not my interest so i am just as a "Body Guard" for my roommate who love anime so much. The event are actually not in her expectation so we do not take any photo in the event. But after lunch in Station Kopitiam, our "High tea" is dessert from Sweet chat which i never been there before~~

Sweet Chat's glass Jelly with mango, Ice White Chocolate coffee and my hand~~

In this picture i look like a hungry cat waiting the owner allow me to eat.

At the end,i only drink Ice White Chocolate Coffee because i not really like to eat dessert.

After finish our "High Tea", i saw there are an event in Times Square lower ground floor beside Sweet Chat which promoting the new online game "Money King". The ambassador of this game is Bosco but i don't think that they invite him to come Malaysia. The funny thing is i was waiting the salesperson to give me the goody bag but he didnt come towards us in Sweet Chat to distribute it. At the end,i went there and get it from them.

Bosco is the ambassador of the game-money king. All the info can get it from www.moneyking.com.my

In the Event, they are also promoting this online 3 kingdom game

Inside the Goody bag i found one free magazine which already expired have our UCTI advertisement,not bad.

Happening

As usual i do not update my blog~~~so sorry with my blog~~~Today realized got anonymous comment in my blog, damn funny wei...i do not know why she want to do this but if she see this post i just want to tell her that i am not interest with her "Boy" and better go ask the person what's wrong and not come my blog to do childish things. Anything let's meet up and settle,i am not that kind of girl that do bull shit thing. Yeah,i am that kind of girl who do not like to explain but since the anonymous think too much so let's talk face to face.

This few days got stalker outside my apartment,he said that he will commit suicide.Why most of the guy like to use suicide as tactic to keep a girl with them? If want suicide then just go ahead no need disturb. By the way,make it clear,the stalker is not looking for me,is looking for my house-mate. Damn happening this week. So many things happen in once, can anyone give me peaceful life?

Holiday (Part 1)-confusion

wah....few days didnt update my blog.....no new picture so sad(actually is lazy upload)......Monday service my braces then continuosly few days damn pain...haiz,very regret to wear braces actually,spent money spent time,spent ugly and make myself painful and suffer....yesterday pain until lying down in the room didnt go my sis's shop working....Today,i am feeling better so decide to go work....her husband shop is located in ulu tiram which are 40 minutes away from my hometown....Nothing special,everyone still said i became more skinny...The happy things is i saw Tina,she shouting and hugging me when she realise i am back,her eye a bit red look like almost crying out but i choose to keep quiet so that she wouldnt cry in the shop......Quite happy to see those malay workers,they are silly but is cute for me....As usual,work until 11pm then back to my sis's house...this can consider my house ady since i always stay here when having holiday......After few days,today is the time for me to take internet oksigen (those who addicted with internet)......i open my email and saw an email from my dearest friend Princess Bee,i feel a bit heart pain,heart pain about what happen to her this few years.....My heart and mind start to be very confuse... I am stupid bitch idiot as i think......This two week will be the time for me to think what i want.....

Headache

Yesterday outing with my buddies make me very tired. Today afternoon 1pm only woke up. Get a message from "Koko mummy" ask me about go gai gai with her but i really headache dont know why. After reply "koko mummy'' message about i cant make it then i sleep back again until 5pm. After shower,i suddenly feel like want to do facial mask which is Wu Shan give me,Wu shan told me that the mask is contain 6 chinese traditional herbs so will make skin look fairness and soft. Then,i decide to pull Rach T do facial mask with me....see the pic below:

Guess who is who?? 2 mask rider....

Finally done this post but seriously i am damn headache@@ I dont know what's going on with me but really headache.. And i am puasa for whole day again....Well,my headache and mask rider post~~

Give me comment please~~

Suddenly miss my long hair after i show my last year picture to my classmates. Most of them agree that long hair is more suitable with me. How was you all think? Please leave your comment so that i can make decision whether want to keep it long or short.

Current picture,took it last month in KLIA

1 Year before,that time i still never cut my hair

Notes: Please do not judge based on my fatty face@@ and pale face (because everyone always said i look pale)

Last exam-count down 8 hours more

Tomorrow having the last exam paper which is organisational decision but now me,michelle and rachel are still gossiping in my apartment. It will always happen when come to the last exam paper.Now,i was busy for update my blog,rachel busy online shopping,and michelle multitasking-online shopping and doing revision...Below is the picture that i snap upon they are busy with their midnight stuff (notes:nobody want to study actually)

Sleeping Beauty Wu shan but actually just awake then sleep again on the sofa without study

Myself.....Acting like i am so hardworking study until sleep there. But the fact is i am 60% sick + 40% lazy......(rachel helped me to snap it)

Lazy Michelle lying on the sofa see the online clothing

that rachel want to buy

Guess what rachel do? Answer: Online shopping

Suddenly, michelle suggest that let's open an online shopping store to earn money$$. Just a plan only but is quite an interesting suggestion...Haha,they are still never realise that i am blogging about them. Before this my blog are for me to express my bad feeling,so now i want to transform myself to be a happy blogger(hope i really can do@@). This is all about the time before last exam in this semester without study and doing revision. Sorry for Michael Porter and Ms Sharmila(ODEC lecturer)......Count down for my last exam paper@@

Boring sunday

Today nothing special,woke up at 3pm but do nothing....watch tv,watch tv,thats all my day....now only want start to do my assignment... my heart tell my brain ''Is the time for you to study and do your assignment ady!'' Hope my brain will listen to it....This few weeks i have change a lot that i never realise.Yesterday my friend told me ''esther,you are source of inspiration but why this few weeks you are different? Why u suddenly dissapear?" but actually i also don know what's going on with myself...lazy time ady past,is the time for me to cheer up. Nowadays i am very worry about my FYP proposal,maybe i give myself too high expectation until i do nothing. Where is my unique idea? Senior ask me don worry cos is just a proposal which i can keep on change before i start my FYP but for me it is important to determine who i am or which level of knowledge that i have....idea,idea, where are you??? Boring sunday,cheer up my life.....

Picture from :http://jerryong.com/blog/boring.jpg

Depression

Now only realise i can straight away wrote so much blog in one day..Oops,now is ady 12.25am that mean 2nd day ady..i am a person who easy to depress.. Last week heard from my mum that my aunt depress until she suicide,luckily now ok but in hospital. The symptom like me always heard many voice surrounding,i hate that feeling..But luckily i still know how to make myself happy...i don know what i want..sometime,i will suddenly cry or go away from everyone,i don like that kind of me but i don know what to do...Life is so complicated and tired.Sometime i was wondering why i cant just rest in the coffin and let my life going to be end. I am so silly...Suddenly feel depress,don know what will be in my future,i keep on finding what i want or needs but is hard to get.I am very stubborn girl,nobody can advice me or consolate me....Life is in my hand now,i hope i can keep going on....Maybe i make myself too pressure,i want to do everythings very well and perfect...Evertime i just show people i am strong and clever but is it a true of me?i also cant answer it.....Life,i hope i will be happy.....

after sick-Lazy

Last few weeks keep on gastric pain..Even went to hospistal ady but still same condition....medicine,medicine,medicine....what a life is? Now i start to take care of my healthy (maybe)....Doctor said'' No coffee,No chocolate,No spicy,No stress",oh my god,is whole package which i love...how was my life whithout those things? i cant imagine...mum said it can be my mentally problem which i think if i sick i can prevent go to uni,haha...i don think is true....cos is really pain like hell. but this few days the condition become better..This maybe because of i eat a bit a bit only and whitout coffee life....But the things is even getting better,my lazyness become more worse....i never study or do my assignments...i don know what i am doing,just very tired and sleepy....one weeks mid sem break i just spent it for my gastric pain and my lazyness..The other 7 weeks coming,if i didnt study i going to be die soon...hope i can get the power straight away lead me to graduate,is really wonderful no need think too much....Life,KL life is worse for me..i face many things here,lost my best friend,a lot problem here and etc....wish i can be more strong and strong...

i am back

haha,long time never blogging.....since that day my e-marketing lecturer mr jonathan ask whole class '' who is a blogger'' then my answer is ''i am an ex-blogger''. Sir felt weird so asking me ''why ex-blogger?'' and my answer of course is "because i am lazy"....haha,but now a bit guilty,so come back to my blogger life....so,welcome back to blog esther.....hope this time will be last long... Any why my blog is "evil diary"???guess...guess...actually i also don know but i think myself is a evil,blog is a part of my diary so is call "evil diary''....